Testify

I know I was supposed to post earlier but many things got in the way. Have you ever been so discouraged and heartbroken that basic things seem to be a chore? Well I have at some point of time and I feel like I am there once again. Now I won't go into details but in essence it seems as if some people are going to be cut out of my life sooner rather than later. It will hurt and I probably will end up crying until I pass out but sometimes you have to do what is best for you. Sorry if I am bringing anybody down with my mood right now but I just had to get some things off my chest.

Now let me explain the other reasons why I have not posted like a should. First I was feeling lazy and no one was really encouraging me to write anything (except you Marrio, {This is not a typo that is how his name is spelt. Deal with it} my faithful friend). Then yesterday some smart person knocked over an electricity pole which plunged the entire island into darkness for hours. At least I got to finish reading Entwined in You by Sylvia Day. Gideon Cross how I would love to meet you. Finally today My father decided that he would rebuild the computer station and redecorate the living room in the house. How does this affect me posting you may ask? Well its simple. Since the ADSL router is out in that room and he was redecorating he unplugged it for HOURS!!!!!! I was never so bored in my entire life.

I actually have been pretty busy since I last posted though. On Friday coming I have to be in charge of youth service at my church and on the last Sunday of this month we are having youth Sunday at my church which means that I have to find something to do to fulfil my idiocy of volunteering to do something. I believe my exact words to my youth president were "I don't know what I am doing but I am doing something". I know, I know I am an idiot. Now I have to write a poem and plan for Friday night. Why do I do these things to myself?

Anywho! This section I would like to entitle as "Of Speed and Stalkers". Now that I once again have regained your attention let me explain the title. So In the past 2 weeks I have seen the latest Fast and Furious Movie TWICE! Go ahead and hate me cause "I DON'T CARE! I LOVE IT! LOL. I was waiting weeks to use that line somewhere. Anyway the stalker part comes in because there was a guy I met who when we were just chatting on the phone he was cool and sounded like he might be worth my time. Then when we met in person he wouldn't stop trying to look down my shirt and actually told me that he loved me and could see me being his wife. Now that might be okay with some girls but as for me it sends off warning bells right away. Heck that wasn't warning bells that was a fricken state of emergency going on in my head. I tried to let him down easy but the idiot just didn't get a hint. So I got really tough and told him I don't like you  and could never see myself ending up with you. Of course his wittle pride was hurt and he went on twitter blasting my name to his friends. Another reason to be rid of him. By the way I did this after he didn't call me for a whole month and then out of the blue he expected for things to be still the same. Now this is about three months since I told him to get lost that he shows up out of the blue and wants to get me to like him again. How do you spell idiot? Well you start with a name that begins with F and ends with N. OMG!!! I ranted and gave you guys this long page. This should make up for my absence right?

Okay so enough drama I missed you guys and I clearly need to be a better blogger/friend to you. I will no longer neglect you  Therefore if 5 days past and I haven't posted message/annoy me until I post something. I need to ask a serious question though. Should I deactivate my Wattpad account? I haven't had anyone read my stuff in months. As an artist and someone who takes their work semi-seriously its disappointing and hurtful that the site that said that it would promote my work hasn't done so. So at this point I am seriously contemplating deleting my work and moving it to an alternative website. On that note can anyone recommend a good website for me? Well I've written enough for today so enjoy reading alllllllllllllllllll of this. Tehehehe. LOL.

Until Next Time

Rhadika